Thursday, February 28, 2013

Dear Departed!!!!


Am I Not the right person, this posturing, Why did this vanity?
Why to avoid it so much, Why was the presence of anger?

It was fun for you to remember, you're tormented me, not forget
It is a crime punishable by departing, I had memorized fault

That your ego with you, with me is my destiny
Maybe you like me, you pride yourself that much at all!

This mirage was a dream, which passed, then passed
Why is it the fault of insights, it is nonsense of mine

This is your face book, read it cover to cover
Just write a simple thing to do, it was leaf of lines

Proud recording a dawn heart of the Desert it is not
Just words lost in the crowd, you must find what is?

All flowers in your fate, all my calculations denied
It holding the fabled reward as punishment, I was at fault.

Why I think Gaming is good for ME?

I started playing Arcade in young age. I don't know what made me to do it or what was the compelling idea behind playing games. But I enjoyed playing games a lot and still do. I don't consider it a bad things but others do.

I started playing games on Atari, the first console. With the single attack button you can do so much. Kill stuff shoot stuff. My friend had Nintendo, the Mario brothers. Played all day and never got bored of it. These two console were really awesome time killer. But then their era ended.
I was happy to bought my own Sega console. Played sonic the hedgehog, with my brother. But all these games were not simply time killers. I seen Mario going mindlessly to save a girl, to achieve his goal he hop madly just on a push of button. He never got tired and went on and on, no matter what type of hurdles you put in-front of the guy. Sonic is little more complex. When you collected enough rings you ran into some being and loose all your collection. Like the ups and downs of life, sonic ran and ran till he crosses check point. Discovery of these virtual worlds also led my imagination out. I became more focused and objective oriented due these time killers. Here many of you will disagree with me because your child probably sitting in-front of you playing some console and your telling him/her to get a life.
Then came something called Sinclare, a keyboard and computer type model. You have to load magnetic tape in it to play games. Games were entertaining as well as educational. But most of all it was my first programing experience. It thought me how put commands and specific lines what they mean to digital system. The loading from magnetic tape always fascinated me and it was magical how you can load set of instruction through magnetic tape. The screen with bars and lines during loading always put a smile on my innocent face (I was cute back then).
Sinclare was mu first encounter with computers. Growing was fun with so fascinating stuff. Thanks to the inventors of such console, devices and games. Then started era of computers. This was the time when doom PC(Personal Computers) and other first person shooter came. It was fun hitting and killing stuff. It was violent tough but you were not killing stuff in real. Many kids were now in home playing over PC. In virtual worlds we were killing machines. Killing all kinds of stuff, genetically modified killer zombies. But now our parent got concerned, they thought too much time was spent over playing games then doing something worth while. But i was learning, i learned to sneak in my brother's bed room and then doing stealth attack on him. I leaned getting on high ground gives you strategic advantage. And where to hit to make others suffer. The perfect aiming was achieved. It made my reflexes more strong and grate.
My PC was not gaming but it was enough 833 mghz p3 category. Then came games like Age of Empires. You literally can control stuff in a world. You have your subjects and you can make people kill them and destroy enemies, with real wars. Food, wood, gold and rocks were used to built your economy. Playing was fun because i was now able to play against real players, My friends. We played all day long to achieve best economy the killing each other, like similar the corporate world does to us. It made my decisions more focused and more it made me realize i never like to surrender. Loosing was not an option and this attitude was developed in me through games. There was to much strategic planing involved and you learn about histories of different civilizations. Like in commandos, you have to look different ways to get into enemy territory. So you plan, scout the area and gather Intel or resources.
Then came the games that you play online with a team against other teams. Counter strike you all may have heard of it. The counter strike made my English so good, i mainly started using English to format my thoughts or jolting down a plan. Communication became so important and this made my English more good. Co-op planning was at its height. I was able to kill all terrorists but yes with a good team. Save the day by disarming the bombs they planted. Putting all terrorist into ground. But sometimes the arrogant sound comes, terrorists win. Countries spent millions and months to tackle the terrorists and we did it in hours with no special training.
So i established well enough, giving hour of hours fun and entertaining time i spent on games, I learnt a lot. So your kids are doing the same don't stop them but guide them what to play with and what not to.
Regards
Syed Sohaib Jamil

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